I"M SORRY WORLD FOR MAKING YOU FEEL SO BAD

EVERY BODY SEEMS TO BE SENSITIVE TO ME AND HOW I TALK MAY BE YOU WOULD THINK ABOUT WHAT IS BEING SAID AND IF YOU DON'T TALK TO ME THAN THATS YOUR PROBLEM NOT MINE I'VE 

HEARD YOUR PEACE NOW IT'S TIME YOU LEARNED ABOUT MINE. 


I'm sorry if I wasn't the best boyfriend, I was raised by a woman who worked to see her children grow up in to a better future. I'm sorry if I wasn't man enough for you but I wasn't schooled by a man I had to learn shit on my own. I'm sorry if my son is with his mom she wanted to be the man but I held back because I wanted to see how far would you would go on your own to build a family not another place to live. I'm sorry if I went to L.A. when you were pregnant. I'm sorry if my decisions aren't like yours. I'm sorry if I do things to shape my future and lifestyle. I'm sorry if I wasn't rough, I can be mentally I must have a strong mind if I'm able to deal with 4 women at once. I'm sorry if things never got better. I'm sorry if I traveled around to spread light to others. I'm sorry if I was born for a destiny not a purpose. I'm sorry if I had sex with 12 guys must be a lucky number to quit on a zodiac and calendar year. I'm sorry if that offends you but I never knew any better. I'm sorry if I had a bad childhood experience when I was younger and I felt like I'm shit so I should be treated like shit. I'm sorry if I never was social if you grew up with a mom like mine all you know is to respect her. I'm sorry if I ever doubted anyone. I'm sorry if my past is hard to follow through. I'm sorry if my mom was raped at the age of 3 and she takes it out on her children everyday. I'm sorry if my moms family is gone. I'm sorry if I can't make anyone feel emotionally attached. I'm sorry if I live in a house where I have to think about when my mom is going to have another diabetic attack. I'm sorry if I smoke weed/marijuana/cannabis, but I'm not the only one out here with stress and bullshit. I'm sorry if I took money and never gave it back, I always try to payback asap, sorry. Sorry if I'm selfish but your existence doesn't concern me at the time because I got a lot of other shit on my mind. I'm sorry dad if I'm not you. I'm sorry mom if I'm not you. I'm sorry if I didn't go to college because I didn't want debt. I'm sorry if I wasn't taught how to manage debt. I'm sorry If I wasn't the best soldier for America, I wasn't there for that I was there to learn how to survive. I'm sorry If I didn't finish my military terms, nor, my other jobs, but I do have a good resume and a lot of experience. I'm sorry if business is made for me. I'm sorry if I've been through a lot. I'm sorry If I'm just now knowing what it means to be a man. I'm sorry If I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I'm not perfect. I'm sorry if my schedule is a mess but as you can see I have a lot people to take care of. I'm sorry if everyday I teach people and I don't know if I ever did the right thing for my son. I'm sorry son if your not here, I really wanted to see you grow up, I really do. I'm sorry if I'm not emotional I just don't need all of the energy and time to waist I got more important things to focus on, like my career, not my job. I'm sorry if I can't make it to " the voice " I just wanted to show the world you can do anything if you just put your heart and mind into what your doing. I'm sorry if I want to build nice things for people. I'm sorry if I was born this way. I'm sorry if my life is fucked up. I'm sorry if I haven't called back. I'm sorry if I can't turn you into a star over night. I'm sorry if I just know how to be happy. I'm sorry if life doesn't make you happy. I'm sorry if I'm not the best writer. I'm sorry if I still work at Popeyes, I get paid every week when do you get paid ? I'm sorry if I have my son's social security number and I'm trying to build a foundation for him. I'm sorry if I have your social security number and I'm trying to build a future for you as well. I'm sorry if I lied, just know I did it for your emotional needs. I'm sorry if I never made promises over night, it took time but I made it work. I'm sorry if I never married you. I'm sorry if I eat alot, I'm a man not a woman. I'm sorry if I don't watch T.V. all the time, I just want to create my own stuff and worldly problems. I'm sorry if offended you, but I did tell the truth. I'm sorry if all I want to do is smoke weed, create, solve problems, run a business, be an entrepreneur. I'm sorry if I'm live in Houston,TX. I'm sorry if I hit you in the eye ( you know who you are ). I'm sorry if that changed me. I'm sorry if I was taught to treat a woman right and be honest. I'm sorry if your not the one for me. I'm sorry if I have an addiction to sex, it keeps me fit not fat. I'm sorry if there are some sexy, beautiful, fine ass, gods creation..WOMEN OUT THERE !!!!. I'm sorry if you think men are bad. I'm sorry if I need music more than people. I'm sorry if 20% of the time I need some advice from some one else. I'm sorry if I let everyone down. I'm sorry for designing a new world order. I'm sorry if you think new world order means satan. I'm sorry for not teaching you the truth. I'm sorry if I move faster than you. I'm sorry if you want me to think like you, I can't I'm not obligated to. I'm sorry if I don't have a car or phone, may be I been stacking up for an Ipad, Iphone, MAC, and a iWatch so I can stunt on the 
bullshit you were talking about. I'm sorry if everyone has a point in life where we need to figure out where we need to go, not everyone is like you. I'm sorry if my life is upside down. I'm sorry if I don't care anymore, take a look at my failures do you think I should. I'm sorry if I never showed up on time, I had nothing to work for nor towards. I'm sorry if I'm too busy trying to make everyone else happy. I'm sorry if this is for everyone who doesn't have a voice. I'm sorry for the ones who feel like their alone like I am, your not theres alot of free souls out here I've seen them in person. I'm sorry if my business doesn't look successful, I don't expect it too, I expect it too teach, and help. I'm sorry if this is alot too take in but everyone has pushed all of this out, and put all of this in me. I'm sorry if my ex's are lost and don't understand what a PHAROAH is. I'm sorry if I just found out what it means too be a PHAROAH. I'm sorry if I haven't filed my taxes because I want extra money later on. I'm sorry if all I like doing is investing, and we were taught to save. 

I THINK I"VE PROVED MYSELF LOYAL AND FAITHFUL.



I'm SORRY IF I LIKE LEARNING ON MY OWN.
I think I'm sorry for a lot of things but I'm only human trying to be god like. I'm sorry if I'm trying to find true spirituality.  
MOST OF ALL I'M SORRY IF I'M ABOUT TO GAIN HATERS.

- PHAROAH